My Mind? Lost control....

Feeling not well just in a second...

Dunno what in my mind now, although CNY soon...
Cold blood?
Heartless...
Others might dunno how I'm...
But I just feel that I'm changing...
Hard to being like past time or could say dunno what I'm at all now...
What I for sure is...
I got no direction...
Maybe just tonight mind mess up...
Emo?
Hope just for tonight...